Check out this sick picture.  Two of the sweetest left handers to ever play the game.  Silky smooth smooth shots, but not armpits.

They were once the San Francisco Indian Warriors.  That's a sick icon, and if only they kepted that mascott.  They could have been the most racist team in the league.  I can just picture Thunder with a tomahawk doing flip dunks 

So elections were yesterday, and I hope everyone voted.  What you vote for will sooner or later have an effect on you.  The change might not occur over night, but in year or two it may come up and bite you right in the ass.  So save the arguement, the trouble, and the stress; and go out and vote.  Well, it too late for now, but for the next elections go and vote. 

I'm going to be the biggest hypocrite right now (and ya'll can call me all the names in the book that you want for being a hypocrite) because I DIDN'T vote.  HAHA i feel like an idiot because I didn't vote; and I ranting and blogging to everyone to go out and vote.   I didn't vote, not because it is not important to me (and trust me I've been reading up and educating myself on all of the different props and the governmental positions), but because I have a little dilema.  Here is the dillema:

So I have realized that because I am unregister voter, I don't have to go to jury duty.  I know it's a pretty lame excuse because I think my future is more important than for me to be sitting in some lame jury case for a day or two discussing a case over some idiot who i could care less about.  But that's just it, I dont want to sit there for hours playing my gameboy.  So to break it down into Curtis terms, aka idiot talk, should I care more for my future, or do I care more for a day of freedom??  I think when the next voter registration comes around I'll sign up. 

But does anyone really knows why I dont get jury duty? It was just my hypothesis of why I don't get jury duty.  Is it really because I am not registered to vote? 

So next year I am going to go register and vote.  And for ya'll who are not registered come with me.

and next time I'll be voting for the PEACE AND FREEDOM PARTY.  I think because of all of the pot I used to smoke in high school, but I always will have a soft spot for all those hyppies out there. 

Peace and Love

WOW, so i just read an article that says the Oakland A's are moving to Fremont, California.  I thought it was never going to happen, and they are actually going to put down an investment ($300 million to be exact) to build brand new staduim in the home of Too "blow the whistle" Short.  Damn, what they could have done with that money; like re-sign Super Miggy, Jason "Godzilla" Giambi, or even Mulder and Hudson.  But the real question now is; does this mean I should jump on the ban- wagon and become a Fremont A's fan just because they are moving to the South Bay? 

The Answer is :

Fuck NO!!!

My Heart, although sadly as of late, belongs in SF and the "city by the bay".  Although Barry and his roids might not be back, and Felipe is long gone, how can you go against an organization dedicated towards winning.  Year after year they go out and spend the money to improve their ball culb.  Although lately; they have been investing in veteran ball players who have been long washed up and should be chilling with the seals on pier 39; The Giants constantly try to better their ball club and put together the best team on paper.  Whether or not this translates into 100 win seasons, is not the point, the point is the Giants Organization is dedicated towards their fans, winning, having the best ball park in the Majors, and being the best city in America (something Fremont will never come close to, even if Too Short becomes the next Flava Flav). The Giants are dedicated towards their fans, and I should be loyal right back.  And how can anyone go against the Orange and Black, I mean, its Halloweenie all year around. 

Baseball is Life.

In the world of the NBA, I heard the SuperSonics of Seattle might be the next professional sports team to be reppin' the South Bay as their home.  Word to the San Ho area for doing it large.  That would be fucking sick if that happens.

Peace and Love

Ok the countdown is on.  I think I need to do this for myself.

100 Days of NO DRUGS AND ALCOHOL.

Not that drugs and alcohol are bad, because trust me I have had my share of good times with my buddies.  But it has gotten to a point where it has interurpted with my daily productive scheduel.  Sometimes I drink so much, that for the entire next day I can't think properly, and this has happened more than once, twice, and three times.  Its gotten to the point where I'd rather drink than do something better for the future.  HOWEVER; this is by no means the end of drinking, or even the occational puff, puff, pass; but for the time being and for 100 days alcohol and dope is a thing of the past.  CurtCock, the legend, the myth, the man is being put on hold.

Hope everyone has a a great and wonderful 100 days without me under the influence.  And for all those bastards trying to pressure me into drinking, I'm not having any of that bullshit.

Peace and Love

wow so i havnt updated this journal in such a long time, and the last few times i used it i just put gibberish.  but now i thought i would put a little something down because life has seemed to go a little tippsy turbie.  I love life dont get me wrong, and it definately has its good times, but right now i cant seem to find them.  Lately there has been this dark cloud over my head, that has yet to rain.  And the sad thing is, I kind of want it to rain. I need to clense out my body, my mind, and everything around me.  In other words, I need a CHANGE.  So thats my mission... Take a risk, try something new, and do something exciting.

As for what is happening in my life; I look forwards to weekends so much and now more than ever.  I just got a new job about 3 weeks ago and I absolutly love it.  I work at Mandarin Gormet, a fancy chinese restrurant in Palo Alto as a bartender.  I love the people there and i love making drinks.  its fun, a rush, and a nice break from all the shit that happens in San Jose.  Being a bartender is by far the best job that i have ever landed.  Although i agree, working as a bartender is not taking a step forwards in my career, but its a job that i enjoy.  if i could i would work there every day of the week, but yeah, im going to school also.  So I have 2 stories at the bar that made me feel like I was someone special, and lately I hardly feel like i am.

the first time came 2 weeks ago when I was chopping it up with a nice man, who has lived in asia for the last 10 years of his life.  I thought that was amazing.  he was a nice man with many stories, but i think he had a fetish on the asian culture, so he kind of creeped me out.  but anyways, as he was leaving he went up to my boss tapped her on the shoulder and said "you know, that bartender you have back there? he's a good one.  he's got a lot of charm.  he's special."  she turned to me, smiled and said "yeah, i know."  thanks random guy who made my day.

my next compliment came just this past saturday, when a couple came in.  It was a super slow day and they came in looking for my uncle, who was the bartender there before i took his spot.  We talked a lot about the game that was on, and of my uncle.  wow there was a lot i learned about my uncle, and one thing is that he was probably the most friendliest guys.  but anyways, I made them a couple of martinis, one count dry vermouth and 7counts bombay saphire, and they told me that it was the best martini that they have ever had. These 2 people are about 60 years old and looked like they have tasted a lot of martinis in their lifetime, but to say that mine are the best they have ever had???  that blew my mind.  DAMN... IM THE FUCKING MAN.  even better than my uncle's, who has been working as a bartender for the last 15 years.  Damn. the sad part is that i dont even know what my drinks taste like, but apparently they are pretty BOMB ASS.  That made me feel like a million bucks. 

damn that was fucking long, but i havnt updated.... so i had a lot to say.  next time wont be long

peace and love